Hello naijaworlders there's an issue I want to share with you guys...but I'm going to use a bit of pidgin English.. I'm in ma early 20s but I have nothing doing... I'm the last of three children I started baby sitting my sister's children two years now with the hope that she will help me further my education but the way things are now is making me feel depressed and frustrated. My mom has been complaining that I should go find something and do but there's nothing here to do apart from okada, tailoring, barbing, selling in the market , provision shops and bet9ja. I wanted to learn programming but they suggested I go to school which I was very happy with.. after I bought the jamb form and sat for the exams my mom has been complaining that she doesn't have money this and that... sometimes I wish my dad was alive maybe it would have been a bit easier. Right now I don't know what to do. If to sey I even get small thing to do I for at least manage. I'm hurt My future is bleak I wish I could just lie down and pass out I'm tired with life. Nobody to help I wish I never existed.. People I hoped on has failed me.