I am a 22 year old final year student of one of the polytechniques in Southwest Nigeria. My family arranged for me to be married by our religion to man who I will be a second wife to. This man is from a good home and he has been responsible to me as his future bride. However, something happened three months ago and I am very afraid of going ahead with the marriage plans but I am also not sure what to tell my parents is the reason I am backing out of this arrangement. Like I said, I am in my final year in school. Three months ago, my future mother in-law sent her son to bring me some food items in school. Due to traffic caused by some accidents on the high way, he could not get to my school on time that day, he got to my hostel around 9.15pm. It became an issue of its too late for him to go back that night, so I went with him to look for a hotel around my hostel but the one we found looked like a brothel and he was like, he cant stay there. He was like, he can stay in my room and we do not have to tell anyone, by 5am, he will be out to go back. It made sense, I mean, its not like he is a stranger, he is my brother inlaw to be…he is family, he surely can spend one night in my place and leave before dawn abi? We went back to my place, I fixed noodles for him and went to study a little bit as I do every night before going to bed. My brother in-law lay on my bed playing games on his phone or whatever. It became awkward when I wanted to have my bath, so he offered to step outside while I have my bath. My room is a self contained one so, I was in the shower when I noticed a hand on me. I turned around in shock and it was my brother inlaw…I was like very shocked…asking him..what are you doing,what are you trying to do…he put his hand over my mouth and asked me to shhhhh….that he will not do anything, he just wants to touch my breasts cos he could not take his eyes off them for a while now…that he knows I am his sister inlaw and he cannot cross that line. By now, I was panicking,…I felt he would rape me…I knew if I shouted…no one would hear me and they would blame me for allowing him spend the night after we told his mother that he was at a hotel. I begged him saying I was a virgin, that his brother would find out if he disvirgined me…he told me not to worry…that he would not penetrate but just touch me. So, I let him touch me, touch my breasts…my goodness…I began to feel some sensations as he touched me…I have never felt like this before…he was doing things to my breasts and fingering me and I was loosing control…from saying no….I began to say please……and yes please.