Please pardon my typo. So last year jamb makes it the fourth jamb I've taken so far since I finished sec. school in 2016. The first two are nothing to write home about though it's well above 250. I took my third jamb in 2019 and did very well,picked pharmacy but at the end I was 1.64 short of cut off mark,I was so down. I proceeded to do a remedial/pre-degree program of a university the following year which is 2020,I did everything within my power,so determined and read very well cuz I chose medicine but alas I was still 0.96 short of cut off mark.Right now I am extremely depressed,all the money(over 200k),my time,my sleepless night and hardwork is going down the drain. What is so painful to me at the moment is that I don't know how to explain myself to my family who trusted me so much.I have younger peoples who use to come to me for lesson cuz they are also preparing for one exams or the other,they look forward to me a lot.I'm just so down,how will I explain it. I've never been so lucky in everything I do,I don't know why.I'm tired of struggling,even before I completed my o level result,it was hell. It's not that I'm full or something,In the last jamb I had above 300. I'm just too unlucky,I'm sad, depressed.so tired of misfiring and struggling. I feel like running away,I don't know how to explain myself to people around me.I'm so unfortunate. naijaworlders...pls just advice me,I'm tired of everything.