Masturbation --- Runaway -- My Experience

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So I was a young fine man (I used "was" intentionally), but because of not wanting to fornicate I landed into masturbation.... 7years down the line I discovered eating in the dream and sex in the dream, and then sickness set in. I have been to different hospital both private and government and there's nothing to show for it, don't even talk of deliverance I have done many. My whole body is paralyzed with diseases... and I began to move closer to God, I have seek forgiveness and re-seek times without number, d last time a man of God prayed for me what he said is God says m in sin and that's even when I have left masturbation... But one thing I noticed is that no matter my strive and prayer nothing seems to happen. I don't need anybody to tell me that masturbation caused this I know certainly but what confused me most is how God refused to forgive me and heal me even after leaving the sin. I have decide to drop this today because I think m leaving this world...… if you are masturbating... stop and run for your life while you still have everything intact.... Seek the face of God now before you become rejected as I am. If you think this is trash as usual because you think you are more civilized scientifically and psychologically.... Continue masturbating.... Life has been hard, Prayer doesn't change anything again for me. I have fasted in vain... and I have lost all hope.. I still believe in Jesus... but i dont think he has my time again.....

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