How Do I Move On..i Feel Lost

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Hi guys...I know most of you will judge me badly.im human, we all make mistakes.i met this Igbo guy 27 when I was 17.yes I was 17 and I fell in love....I'm from Akwa ibom state.we kicked off in 2017...I got admission in school..he was serving his brother and he later got freedom and got his own shop..we both were growing.....I was there through thick and thin with him...same for me. When I got did my genotype test in school..it was AS...I didn't bother asking his cus I felt they made a mistake with mine... growing up I always childishly said I was AS...cus I'm athsmatic...he went for a test one day and I saw it was AS...I was broken.that was our third year of dating.families know each other.got pregnant twice and aborted cus I wasn't ready.he was for the second one.we didn't talk about the genotype issue.. although we knew.This year would make it 6years..he started giving Funny signs dis January...like he was seeing someone else.it got to the point he blocks my number at night to answer her call.we fought.we discussed the issue...he then said he has someone.he had been making plans to marry since last year december.infact he has gone to see her people and she's pregnant.that I should move on...he can't marry me cus of our genotype.he did all this for 5months and never for once told me his plans...I have so much devotion for love that I never saw anyone else all these years.ryt now it's like any time I breathe my heart aches.tot of taking my life cus I feel hopeless...empty...used...rejected.pls all in the house I need your message support cus I'm at the edge...did I really deserve what he did...am I that worthless....pls I need your advice.thanks

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