I am tryin this with tears in my eyes . I tired of life and everything it represents. I am exhausted and don't know what else to do. I am sad about my life journey. After all my struggles to Excel in life, look at where I am today. Stuck in the middle of different kinds of troubles and rejection. When you tell them what you studied in school, they ask you twice just to be sure they heard you well. Then they collect your CV and say they'll get back to you. Of course they'll never do. Even though the said job doesn't follow your dreams and aspirations but hunger and lack Has reconstructed dreams and aspirations. Everything just doesn't make any sense to me anymore. At this age i can't fend for myself. I can't afford a clean shave, all my shoes are spoilt due to trekking. The little side hustle I do has stopped flowing.What is wrong with me. what is wrong with my life?