After fighting with my girl just now she said she'll always put herself so I told her okay no problem if that's what she want, like few minutes she said she want to buy something that's like after talking to me anyhow, I told her my bank is having issues but I'll ask my friend to send it. I told her to wait for few minutes but my friend delayed then I used my other bank to transfer the money to her, then she told me don't worry and I was like why what happened she said someone helped her already, I said okay, who's the person then her response was what's my business. I won't lie it really pain me so much like so so much I'll call myself a fool for loving this much but I don't want more fight but to tell her okay no problem. This girl is someone I'll do anything even borrow money just to give her but i don't know why it's always like this. She can do something big but this one she did just now this minute was really bad and harsh, my problem is I don't know how to get over her and m this kind of person I talk to her more often like a day I call her many times so have been like this for years.even when she'll insult me I always say sorry just to avoid more troubles and her word is I talk too much just because I love talking to her all the time. I really don't know what to do because it's making me depressed the more like if I could get over her and just breakup it would be easy,finding a therapy is what i really need because it's affecting my mental health, I forget things easily I can't even remember things properly I don't know if too much love will make girl behave like this or less love will make them leave because m really tired of been treated like a nobody. After sending the money she said I shouldn't worry she'll transfer it back to me that someone helped her.