I once created a thread, to discuss how stucked i am, but later delete it as a lot of people are also confused. But, i have come to the end of the journey, i can't continue no longer. Yea, everyone got their own challenge, but mine is more than i can bear, got an ambition, which is my only hope, but no parent for support, and no one to relate with either, because non seems to view life the way i do, i had passion for computer science, but my illiterate uncles believe i am longing to being a scammer. I decided to move on on my own, doing menial labours, although it's not been easy, as i rarely can fend for myself, but job has not been forthcoming lately, and it's been more than a day i had a decent meal now, no more saving, and no hope for me at all, and i am an ulcer patient I've really thought it through, and decided that there is nothing more to live for, i also have a good knowledge of death, and i know that it is a very peaceful thing, away from the confusion of this world. A place of peace and love.