I Am No More Going
I have finished secondary school and about to start uni in Nigeria but reality hit me that when I finished my degree what happens next what will happen if I don't get work this only increase when one of my friends said that his aunt who did the same degree as me didn't get a job now with the violence going on I am not too confident in Nigeria I have been think of ways to go abroad, find a country that suits me and see if I will enjoy it and i also know that does places are not heavens and it could still go wrong I should not be foolish. So I was trying to learn more on migrating and I saw a couple of people nigerians who said I shouldn't leave that life there is not easy and it can be bad the thing is I know is can be hard good life doesn't come easily but even some people I know even my mother is saying the same thing now I am paranoid I dont even know what I want I feel tired of all of this to the point i am ready to give up and just go and live in nigeria even if it doesnt go well I am fed up but what can I do but pray stupid country
