Pornography : = Mastubation: My Story

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The average Nigerian man is quick to judge, curse and condemn. They failed to understand that everything that is deep has a meaning. This is why naijaworld is not a good place where a person can learn. I have just this year 2021 on naijaworld, so it is good I share this so that few of my readers can see what pornography can do to any human. It has done worse to others lready Please. I am not here to be funny or to teach on naijaworld. I am here to talk about myself and my experience even if it is only one or two persons can learn from me, it's worth it If you are looking for an article or shot write up that will arouse you, please close this page. If you are an inpatient person - then this write up is not for you If you are a person that cannot read long story - then this write up is not for you. If you are humble, patient and willing to see and learn from the insanity and mistake of others, then read to the end. PLEASE: Before you read my story, don't forget that I came here to talk about myself I have a career that can take me very far in life, so I always stays away from things that will dis-focuse me and I always grab and use all opportunity to better the life of others. With my personality I knew that my dates will not follow me to my journey. I am also a person that I can stay without sex for long time. For me relationship takes money, time and effort to maintain, and my time and effort is for my career only as I seek to remove my mother from suffering. It is natural for me to desire the oposite sex because God created men as a sexual being. I myself don't like to do short distance relationship because women are demanding, they demand your time and too much sex is not good for me, it makes me to loose focus and weak. I feel much stronger and successful when I stay without a woman or sex for long time, although that doesn't mean I cannot meet the need of a partner. I am a career focuse person and not a vagina focused person. One day I turn on my radar and started searching and checking out girls online 90 miles away for the purpose of (LDR) long distance relationship. With LDR I can focuse and be at ease because it is just for sex and no hard feelings. Internet pornography is the greatest and greatest evil of the devil strategy to destroy men/boys of destiny and if I could escape sexual sin and pornography, then you too can escape from porn. When the urges became so much, I will have no choice but to mastubate just to be free from torment and when I do this, I weep, I cry and l feel depressed because masturbation violate my nature. I refuse to mastubate because it is an unsult to my person. When I tried to sleep, I could not as all my body was shaking because of the extreme hornyness and the numerous spirit of lust tormenting me. After long time in bed I manage to sleep and when I wake up after three hours sleep the torment became worse to the point that is was as if my whole body is on fire of sexual urges. The many evils spirit of lust began to torment me just to make me to masturbate before I became free from the torment, then I knew something was wrong with porn. I knew that this was not me. I am not the type that masturbate even without a woman I can stay and be much more stronger as I have self control. I am a person that I can be around many vaginas and yet my mind is not on them. Even without pornography I was constantly feeling Hot. I became a new guy with a raging hormones. The sexual feeling in me was constant. I complain to my friend and I told him I needed a 24 hours fvck just to stop the urges. The ignorant me thought that I could stop demonic lust of hornyness through the vagina of a woman. I contacted one of the chenkess who has been following up with me and she agreed to come and spend the evening and night with me. I went to the pharmacy and I bought and took ant (anafranil) 25gm She came that day and we did multiple and multiple fvck section until she complain that her body can no longer stand it. I was like a machine on high speed with lot of fuels to still burn. After she left the next day I was still have extreme constant urges for sex despite the multiple Bleep section I previously did, then I knew something was wrong with me. I knew this is not the real me. I got the understanding that the porn is now affecting me. During the time of my ignorance, the devils stole many good things from me via my adventure with women, sex and porn. I lost multiple clients and financial opportunities. It became difficult for me to get any clients in my fields. I got many disappointments and rejection. I started receiving hatred from important people who will help my life. It was difficult for me to secure clients even though I am a professional in my fields. One day after working lot of hours I decided to sleep during the early hours of he morning 4:AM to be precise. Immediately I lie down I went blank and I instantly saw myself standing outside the GATE of hell. I look all around and I knew I was in the valleys outside the gate of hell. I look at my left side and I saw a man that wears a white garmet standing close to me. I look afar at the atmosphere of hell itself, and I could see the fiery air. I look at the sky of hell and I could see uncountable, hundreds, upon hundred thousands of human forms falling into hell. Shocked and afraid and I cried out and spoke to the man on white garment standing on my left side. I told him Sir, tell me all I needed to know about this place of judgment. He spoke to me things I was unable to remember here on earth. He said to me that for me to know that what I saw is real, with the blink of an eye he took me straight to my compound and told me what will happen when I wake up physically then I will know that what I am experiencing spiritually is real. My guide told me that a friend of mine will come to me and ask me to buy him something that I used for my work. The man took me to the gate of one of my female neighbor and told me that she will announce her wedding and start sharing invitation card. The man told me that when this two event take place physically then I will know that the hell I saw here is real. Then I awake and regain myself physically. Still pondering about all I have seen, I heard a knock on my door, it was my friend. I open the door for him to enter and I told him I just came back from hell. He smile at me and he said I want you to buy me so so and so. I look at him in shock and I instantly remember what the man told spiritually about my friend coming. Later that day I wanted to find out more truth about what I saw outside the valleys of the gate of hell. The hundred of thousands of soul that were falling into Hell shocked my soul. I did google search and the page opened Divine Revelation Of Hell by Mary K Baxter. My soul was wounded as I scroll through the pages of the vision of Mary K Baxter. I cried and I pleaded with God to save me. I got the understanding that I was a dead man still walking on earth. I also did not know that death was coming my way and God has made a plan to save me already but God wanted me to feel pain and flee from vagina first. I repented and prayed to God asking God not to loss me to hell. Within three weeks the lady announce her wedding and start sharing invitation card. I already knew before and I keep wondering if my death is inevitable. Previously I was in and out of a centain relationship. What I did not know is that this girl in my broken relationship has made a grand plan to murder me. She has already made the plans and was about to carried it out. 3 days before my death, God exposed her plan and I escaped She even confessed to me that she was about to kill me and tried to explain her reasons because I already found out and she can not deny it anymore. Since I already found out she confess and agreed she sti wanted to convince me that it was not her fault. PERSONAL ADVICE My story may be long and not be what you expect but my concern is about teenage boys and young adult men who are hunting vaginas and also to those in porn and mastubation. The devils is not as foolish as you think that they are. Keep masturbating Keep running after promiscious vaginas The difference between illicit sex vs pornography is that, in sex a woman can transfer infirmities into your body through sex while in pornography millions of demons will enter you and makes you a crazy sex freek and divert you from your destiny God himself has a special plan for your life and the key is for you to discover God purpose for you. God's has gifted you with talent and his gift do not violate the free choice of man. Your ignorance and mistakes can cause you a life time of pain and suffering. Remember that there are consequences in your actions and foolishness. Our time in this life is not for our happiness, but for the will of God. However, if your own satisfaction comes from sexual pleasures then you have exchange the greatest of satisfaction for insanity Your goals should not be after the vaginas of women. If you focused on your life vision and destiny, you will easily succeed at the end and you will have the most beautiful life and the most beautiful vagina of all But if you focused and hunt after the vaginas of women, then vaginas will hunt you down. Beware from porn Beware from immorality Beware from vaginas These can kill you It will destroy you It will make you to suffer

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