Good day All, I have been doing some thinking lately about my personality .I am a talkative introvert,the chattiest person you will love talk to,a very smart person ,fast thinker ,intelligent ,beautiful ,God fearing ,I most times lose energy when i deal with the outward world. I am usually happy when i'm alone or with a small, quiet group of like-minded people. It has little to do with fear of others. It has everything to do with emotional energy.I don't like being in a crowd as I hate noise . I love seeing everything properly done and well arranged .I don't like it when people spoil roads,or drop refuse anyhow thereby causing environmental degradation.I remember when we moved to our new area,d road was bad due to erosion and poor drainage system.I took it upon myself to fix the road as I love anything good .Reached out to some neighbors to join hands to fix d road ,some said no that I should leave it like that ,few contributed and to the glory of God it was a success! The success earned me a new name ' mama engineer ' in the community . Recently ,I noticed an unlawful � dumping of refuse in a particular place which is making the whole place stinking and dirty �. One day ,I stopped one man from doing the acts as it is not good .We can all be a good citizen from our locals . I love talking ,counselling people as some people see me as a wise person .The main reason for this epistle is that I am trying to solve a puzzle to know the kind of profession fits my being . I am graduate ,chemistry as a major ,worked in one of the biggest commercial banks, handled building projects for some folks with good results ,started a business ( my shop attendant ruined it the first time ) ,moved to my house and continue the business there( provisions and foodstuffs) so I can have enough time to monitor it and for my children .Now,a competitor came ( an envious neigbor that will do anything to have my lifestyle ) thereby affecting my business now .(She's spoiling d business by selling at a ridiculous price just to get all d customer to her end ).I am tired ! I am good and hubby loves to consult from me before doing anything .But ,I have fears ,fear of failing ,fear of unknown and fear of not trying at all.My hubby is my push and won't stop at anything to push me to greater height .He recently proposed I apply for a student visa in canada � to step ahead ,study and be the greatest . FYA,I am a born warrior ,a sickle cell warrior ,a mother ,a wife ,an entrepreneur,a sickle cell advocate but in all of these I am still finding a closure to who I am .I just need a closure !