I Want To Commit Suicide

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I am a married man with children and things are not going well. I am unable to function as a dad in the home and it has caused me a great level of depression. I have no source of income at the moment and it's really biting hard. My children are not going to school, my wife and her family have completely changed to me, friends and family not there. My wife is a trader and we have survived on her stock ever since I became financially handicapped. Her business is practically dead and help is not forthcoming. I think death is better than shame. I'm a Dead man walking. I'm alive but dead to my responsibilities. If I have a second coming I hope I will choose a better cause. If I'm gone, maybe people will arise to help my children. I am so down and depressed for over a year now and no light at the end of the tunnel for me. I will terminate my existence this week and I hope God forgive me.

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