I Regretted My Actions. Please Help Me!

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Good morning naijaworlders. Pls I'll go straight to point. My wife and I have been married for 3 years, God has blessed our matrimony with a beautiful daughter. My wife is so decent, caring and beautiful inside out. I have been a great husband and father to my pretty daughter. I have never cheated on my wife since we got married. Recently, she barely give me sex. Infact it would take a whole month before I could see Just the color of her undies and I wasn't happy about it. Last week Wednesday, I committed an unspeakable abuse, I'm so ashamed of myself. I Raped my wife and I hate myself since that incident. Honestly, I don't know what came over me that particular day, I tried to make advances towards her, she refused and she pushed my hand away. Out of anger I slapped her on her face (she bled from her mouth), I overpowered her and forcefully had my way through. She cried all through that night. I regretted my actions, I feel remorse, I hate my Life. I have begged her seriously to forgive me but she haven't said a word to me for over 5 days now. She cook for just herself and my daughter, she no longer sleep in our matrimonial bed, she would rather sleep in my daughter's room or the visitor's room, she no longer greets me anymore. I have never abused, beat or raised my hands on my wife or any woman before. Last week was my first time I did such an abominable act in my Life. What If any one notice we're having issues now, how will I explain to them what actually happened? I don't even want my little daughter to know we're having issues. I don't know who to talk to. It's a faceless forum that's why I'm sharing my pain here. Pls how do I restore back happiness in my home, I need my wife to forgive me. I'm truly sorry from the depth of my heart and I promise it will never happen again. Please Help Me.

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